These days, that same question is not an easy one to ask. Those dear people - dead or suffering in or fleeing from the Ukraine – were they, are they, worse sinners than me, worse than Sinner Syvret? For myself, I can’t, I just cannot, believe that to be the case.
Those dead were not as bad as me – inside myself. Even the living and escaping, I see myself as no better than them…. I could even be as much a sinner as Putin when I want my own way at all costs.
But I wonder, I wonder, is anyone today prepared to think about what Jesus told the AD 30 living crowd – living under Pilate’s terrorist military domination and living with Jesus there in the flesh among them?
He said, “unless you change your mind, you will all likewise self-destroy.”
Why did he say “self-destroy”? He didn’t say unless you change your mind you will all likewise – be destroyed. No, he said self-destroy. (He used a Greek verb voice – middle voice – along with the future tense of the verb apollymi ‘to destroy’: ‘you will all destroy yourselves’.)
These days, from time to time throughout every day, our thoughts go back to people enduring this war in our Europe. Has the history of humanity, throughout the centuries, been a history of self-destruction? Some wags have recently taken to pronouncing Putin as poo tin. Maybe we all have a poo tin inside us? A poo tin full of self-interest, self-assertiveness, self-aggrandisement, covered over by self-righteousness.
I wonder, where will that poo-tin-full get me? Unless I change my mind?
Earth isn’t heaven, is it? Can we rise above it? Or do we need a rescuer?
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